12/30/11

Move on,easy to say and hard to do

             Well,well,well,long time no post yeahh hahaha.You know what,after he broke my heart with that fake hope thingy it makes me feel more curious to know all about him.YES,I'm his stalker.I stalk him not just from Twitter,I stalk him from a real life too.I always search for the new info about him,from his friends,his closest friends and from all ppl that know him.It such a crazy thing ya know,but being stalker is fun.I know right,that stalker thingy just waste my time,but he's my fav he's my idol and me is more than a fan of him.I've never been a crazy stalker like this before,so awarded me as a good stalker,pls? I got my swag being a stalker,I care with him more than I care with myself.I stare him,yes of course.The way he play that game,the way he eat his lunch,the way he do his math homework,the way my eyes and his eyes meet,the way I stare him and he stares me back,that's just too SWEET to FORGET.But actually,lama lama capek dan bosen cause he never notice it,respect it or understand it.Then,I decided to move on.The first step is don't ever look to him when he near you and yes! I can do that,the second step is......don't ever talk about him with your friends,hmm I can do that but yeah sometimes my friends screw it,so I talk about him again!fu yeah.The third is,when you bring your camera to school,don't ever take ANY picture of him,well well well like YOU KNOW,I CAN'T DO THAT D: he's just too sweet,too kewl,handsome,swag,cute,kece and asdafsdafsdafsdfafsdfadsfa I CAN'T.The fourth step is,jangan pernah care with all he do with all about him,OF COURSE I CAN DO THAT EVEN IT'S JUST A LIL umm well the point of move on is PIKIRIN SEMUA KEKURANGAN DAN BAD HABIT NYA,PIKIRIN SISI JELEKNYA AND YAA SIAPA TAU BISA.Sometimes it works but whoa! itu ga mempan,I don't know deh how to move on;( somebody help me.










            Pada suatu saat,gue udah kangen maksimal woy sama dia! sebut saja php-_-sampe akhirnya gue gatau harus berbuat apa.Pengen baca chat history bbm tapi kok hnggg menambah galau,pengen greet bbm nya kok kayanyaaa umm yaa dia bakal jawab secara cuek dan dingin.Trus akhirnya gue ya gue minta tlg ke Nadya untuk bbmin itu si 'php' bilangin kalo gue KANGEN MAKSIMAL sama dia.Me is shoooo unlucky then,Nadya udah sempet bbmin dia dan dibales tapi bbm nya Nadya paketannya abis,what a fu yeahh.Pada saat itu adalah H-2 PENSI,tiba saat nya latihan buat pensi yuuhuuu gue tampil perkusi HAHAHA.Saat perkusi belum mulai latihan,karna ngerasa gaada kerjaan dan yaaaaa ngerasa jiwa gue sudah hilang entah kemana,ke randoman dan ke gilaan gue keluar seketika,hormon rasa malu gue entah melayang kemana.Dengan penuh spontanitas,gue liat dia lagi basketan dibawah,gue langsung aja teriak2 memanggil namanya sambil bilang "GANTENG WOY GANTENG" "KALO SENYUM GANTENG" "OI YANG MEGANG BOLA GANTENG" gue gatau deh ya dia itu ngerasa atau ga,tai emang,dia emang super cuek dan ya know lah dia sangat jaim&stay kewl.Sepertinya dia nahan ketawa bgt ya pas gue teriak2 kaya gitu,tapi dia ga noleh ke gue seolah olah dia gatau gitu-_-malesin ga sih.Guys,I can't talk about him or describe him with words,in my eyes he's just too perfect and I'm not good lah for him,cocok untuk di php in tepatnya.TAPI SEBENERNYA YA QUOTES FOR HIM ITU,YOU DID THE WRONG THING TO THE RIGHT GIRL.Sekian:']

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